I Have Severe OCD | The Secret Life of Lele Pons

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It’s no secret Lele Pons is one of the most successful social media icons with over 40 million followers and considered an internet trailblazer for her contributions to various platforms. Known for her unfiltered videos, candid humor and crazy stunts, Lele’s storytelling arch takes a more serious tone as she opens up to the world with her deepest secret. Through access to private moments, emotional interviews and never seen before footage, Lele reveals her life long struggle with OCD among other mental health conditions and doesn’t shy away from the most intimate details of her battle.
If you or someone you know needs help, find resources in your area from the International OCD Foundation: iocdf.org/?s=+&post_type%5B%5D=iocdf_provider&post_type%5B%5D=iocdf_clinic&post_type%5B%5D=iocdf_support_group&post_type%5B%5D=iocdf_program&search-type=provider
Produced by: Shots Studios
Directed by: Alicia Zubikowski


  1. Lele Pons

    Lele Ponsпреди 14 дни

    Thank you everyone for supporting me. I hope you enjoy this docu-series and learn about OCD, Tourettes, and other things. LIKE the video if you watch it! I'll see you next Tuesday for episode 2 :)

  2. Flores E

    Flores Eпреди 4 дни

    I love you and I Respect you

  3. Kaitlan Gabbitas

    Kaitlan Gabbitasпреди 7 дни

    I am so sorry I love you lele u am crying because my cousin when thought the same thin I am sorry 😭😭😭I love u

  4. Laura Schmidt

    Laura Schmidtпреди 10 дни

    I am your biges fan lele!

  5. Eric

    Ericпреди 13 дни

    I love you lele pons

  6. Jady Clovis

    Jady Clovisпреди 14 дни

    I love u Lele

  7. Jeanette_ luv

    Jeanette_ luvпреди 5 часа

    I'm so sorry that u have to go thru this..

  8. Tyler Haslam

    Tyler Haslamпреди 5 часа

    I think your awsome

  9. Emma Laura Woodall

    Emma Laura Woodallпреди 6 часа

    I am so sorry Lele, but your fans are still here for you and we always will be. You are beautiful, Hilarious, a great role model. I hope you know how incredible and awesome you are, I never knew this side of you but it is great how you are brave enough to share this on the Internet. I love you Lele ❤️

  10. Iliana Cruz

    Iliana Cruzпреди 6 часа

    Their is so many people that don't understand how difficult is to deal with OCD. OCD is something serious that you can't control is powerful that takes over everything. Lele i want you to stay strong and don't let this haters bring you down i and so mony other people supportive you so much❤.

  11. Octavio Kantarcioglu

    Octavio Kantarciogluпреди 6 часа

    I don't remember asking.

  12. sarina khoungarm khosh

    sarina khoungarm khoshпреди 6 часа


  13. Sam 30

    Sam 30преди 6 часа

    Who cares?

  14. sarina khoungarm khosh

    sarina khoungarm khoshпреди 6 часа


  15. •little_rookie•

    •little_rookie•преди 6 часа

    Luckily I never thought bad about lele. I thought she was a amazing creator because no matter of how many people bully her, she keeps going

  16. nobody cares

    nobody caresпреди 6 часа

    Uhh its tuesday and you're video is private and i wan't to so it while primemiering

  17. Louise Hansen

    Louise Hansenпреди 6 часа

    ❤ wish you the best for you.

  18. Julianna McDowell

    Julianna McDowellпреди 6 часа

    Lele your the best. I’m telling you now many people love you and wish that your ok. We know it’s tough but, we’re here for you. It’s ok.

  19. Ash _0549

    Ash _0549преди 6 часа

    I may not watch your content but I do understand what you are going through. Though our story's are different, we have many things in common. I have depression, anxiety, self-harm issues, body dysmorphia, gender dysphoria, and have been bullied many MANY times. I've been bullied physically, verbally and mentally. I had a friend who has tried to rape me and a old family friend who also tried to rape me. I have been through quite a lot, I just turned 14 and it feels as though I cant live anymore but I just keep pushing on. I've tried to commit suicide twice, I've cut hundreds of times, and I've been to a lot of therapy. I support and respect you for who you are, you are beautiful and strong, dont change for people, be who you want to be.

  20. black widow

    black widowпреди 6 часа

    Let me advertise this!

  21. Chrisvegmeg410

    Chrisvegmeg410преди 6 часа

    You make better crocodile s than me

  22. kmiki 2

    kmiki 2преди 6 часа

    Thank you for sharing. ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  23. Candy Pablo- zacarias

    Candy Pablo- zacariasпреди 6 часа

    Love you Lele❤️🥺

  24. Allstar

    Allstarпреди 6 часа

    Shut up

  25. Gray Girl on the Water

    Gray Girl on the Waterпреди 6 часа

    Had no idea who this chick was on the internet, I just knew she came out with a great song Volar. Just goes to show how big the world is, you think everyone is all up in your business or everyone’s hates you and yet there’s at least one person out there who doesn’t know any of that shit, they just like your music

  26. NintendoJulius

    NintendoJuliusпреди 6 часа

    I ❤️ you Lele!! You’ve been making me laugh since I was a kid. You made life okay when it wasn’t, just because you made me laugh.

  27. Marta Dikaua

    Marta Dikauaпреди 6 часа

    I love u Lele ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  28. andrew pawlak

    andrew pawlakпреди 6 часа

    She is so beautiful 😳 wow... sorry about the ocd problem tho. I have it too pretty bad so I can relate

  29. stxbility

    stxbilityпреди 6 часа


  30. Aiden Weaver

    Aiden Weaverпреди 6 часа

    I know one thing she doesn’t have the ability to make any one laugh

  31. Shakina Glory

    Shakina Gloryпреди 6 часа

    You are sucha strong lady Lele. Will pray for the best in your life ❤️

  32. I am slightly better than you

    I am slightly better than youпреди 6 часа

    Didn't ask

  33. Tightly Savage

    Tightly Savageпреди 6 часа

    Not to be rude but you have a good editor or you are a good editor because you made every video like a TV show. Man that’s impossible

  34. Solarswag Tt Alleyne

    Solarswag Tt Alleyneпреди 6 часа

    Oh my gosh I would have not had no idea that she had OCD she seems so happy to me and very funny I am so sorry u going through this but at the same time I LOVE U lele🥰

  35. Tyrant Tree

    Tyrant Treeпреди 6 часа

    Can you get out of my recommendations I have never watched any of your videos

  36. Blackpink

    Blackpinkпреди 6 часа

    You must be a lil kid. Childish

  37. elijah

    elijahпреди 6 часа


  38. Bienfait Kikombe

    Bienfait Kikombeпреди 6 часа

    I didn't know her, but I respect her honesty and I like how she turned her struggle into her success.

  39. mxgic builds

    mxgic buildsпреди 6 часа

    Lele please help I your 3rd episode private for everyone ???

  40. Selma

    Selmaпреди 6 часа

    Whoever makes fun of lele and thinks it’s funny you are the biggest JERK on the planet

  41. Red

    Redпреди 6 часа

    Did I ask

  42. Charlotte Coghiel

    Charlotte Coghielпреди 6 часа

    God bless you like I’m so sorry for what your going threw😩god bells you lele god bless you and your heart you deserve better😇🙃❤️💖

  43. Eric Morales

    Eric Moralesпреди 6 часа

    Mami te amo y vamos a to

  44. JetBlue 001

    JetBlue 001преди 7 часа

    No one should be treated Barkley in real life or on the internet.


    KILLER GAMERпреди 7 часа

    I have Tourette’s like severe Tourette’s and you don’t see me making a doc about it

  46. Karolina Diljá

    Karolina Diljáпреди 7 часа

    I love u and u vil always haf a friend in me

  47. anri

    anriпреди 7 часа

    that explains it

  48. Mackenzi Stringi

    Mackenzi Stringiпреди 7 часа

    I too have adhd and ocd. It’s very hard I know what u are going through. Love u so much lele 😇💙

  49. TikTok Qweeen

    TikTok Qweeenпреди 7 часа

    I have some of the symptoms of OCD but I don’t think that I have it because I have Tourette’s too so it might be one of my tics. But idk tbh.

  50. Jelaena Moreno

    Jelaena Morenoпреди 7 часа

    Oh my God Lele, I am also sorry. I have watched all of your videos, but I never knew you were going through this. 🥺🥺 That really sucks. But your strong, and you are a powerful woman, you can do anything

  51. toxic_ credit

    toxic_ creditпреди 7 часа

    I have OCD. I have friends that joke about having OCD, and never listen to me when I say I have it-but it's hard when you make your self sit under water for a minute or when you just can't hold something in and you have to do it.

  52. Janet Matos Matos

    Janet Matos Matosпреди 7 часа

    I feel so sad for you lele

  53. Jacob Greenfield

    Jacob Greenfieldпреди 7 часа

    BGgo is cracked

  54. Maria Bogantes

    Maria Bogantesпреди 7 часа

    Te amo, eres demaciado valiente

  55. kevin johnson

    kevin johnsonпреди 7 часа

    Ive never heard of a man dealing with this

  56. kevin johnson

    kevin johnsonпреди 7 часа

    @Ty Chaney you need to take Bofa then bro!

  57. Ty Chaney

    Ty Chaneyпреди 7 часа

    kevin johnson yeah, because if we express it we will get judged. 🤷‍♂️

  58. Maria Bogantes

    Maria Bogantesпреди 7 часа

    Lele we are here for you

  59. -Draco Malfoy-

    -Draco Malfoy-преди 7 часа

    I have severe OCD to, and it makes me feel a little bit better about my self ^

  60. Just curious

    Just curiousпреди 7 часа

    I'm still not a fan of the sketches because that's just not my type of humor, but I can respect Lele. I really appreciate seeing this side of her

  61. Gursharan Kaur

    Gursharan Kaurпреди 7 часа

    Finaly someone is making it clear that OCD isn't a flipping joke

  62. hoepocalypse savior

    hoepocalypse saviorпреди 7 часа

    Wooooooow Lele along with almost everyone one in the world suffers from a health disorder

  63. Traciee D

    Traciee Dпреди 7 часа

    I have been suffering from OCD and Agoraphobia. I understand all too well. Blessing your way!

  64. america boy

    america boyпреди 7 часа

    Thats sad i have 2 blind parents

  65. deathwish playz

    deathwish playzпреди 7 часа

    Girl you put the video privet I waited so long and at the end it's PRIVET

  66. I’m A God

    I’m A Godпреди 7 часа

    Really this show has been on my recommendations for so long. I finally just saw what it is about and I said oof

  67. J E.

    J E.преди 7 часа

    Thanks for making this! Hopefully this spreads more awareness of what OCD really looks like; what we experience is extremely debilitating and painful. Thanks for being vulnerable. It's going to help a lot of people. 🤗🤗🤗 sending hugs!

  68. Salvador Gonzalez

    Salvador Gonzalezпреди 7 часа

    If your depressed then don’t read the comments it’s that easy.

  69. Calvin Saie

    Calvin Saieпреди 7 часа



    27 ARRANISE PADILLAпреди 7 часа

    We love you lele no matter what

  71. EnLiGhTeNME

    EnLiGhTeNMEпреди 7 часа

    Whoooooo carrreeesss

  72. Daniela Cruz

    Daniela Cruzпреди 7 часа

    Estamos orgullosos de ti, por lo que eres y jamas dejas de ser. estas cosas no nos quitan la venda de lo que vemos en verdad, y vemos una hermosa mujer, con una esencia inreible! eso es lo más importante, viniste a brillar :) Gracias por compartirlo, ojala le ayude a otros a ver que pueden brillar como tu a pesar de ...

  73. All about Mimi

    All about Mimiпреди 7 часа

    I have ocd too it’s not as severe but I did

  74. Shadow grim

    Shadow grimпреди 7 часа

    All the haters that say stuff about don't feel bay I been builld before

  75. Cutema81

    Cutema81преди 7 часа

    How do u have ocd when u don’t even want to take a shower?? How when u wear the same clothes ??

  76. suavecita0810

    suavecita0810преди 7 часа

    i would never say anything bad to you everyday i watch your videos and you make my day my biggest dream when i was 10 was to meet you im 12 now and i would still love to meet you you are my favorite.

  77. Mariana Rodarte

    Mariana Rodarteпреди 7 часа

    This is so bad ass!!! ❤️❤️

  78. harley moon

    harley moonпреди 7 часа

    I have OCD too and i understand ,thank you for sharing this episode,you're so brave 😘

  79. Ethxn RBLX

    Ethxn RBLXпреди 7 часа

    omg watching this i can totoaly completly relate i always had to do things even times and had to do things that i dont want to i have OCD

  80. Rachael Chevlin

    Rachael Chevlinпреди 7 часа

    ❤️ you are incredibly strong. an inspiration.

  81. Edwin Meza

    Edwin Mezaпреди 7 часа

    What is ocd

  82. Lumbago

    Lumbagoпреди 7 часа

    Obsessive compulsive disorder


    BOKAMOSO PHAKANEпреди 7 часа

    Sorry lele

  84. Johnny Tan Man

    Johnny Tan Manпреди 7 часа

    I read it as I serve god

  85. Blah Blah

    Blah Blahпреди 7 часа

    I don't like to see lele cry ☹️❤️

  86. Mbali Dlamini

    Mbali Dlaminiпреди 8 часа

    I always asked myself if lele is acting or actually like that real life but everything make sense now.I feel the pain🥺

  87. GracieRoblox 26

    GracieRoblox 26преди 8 часа

    To have an influencer that I can relate to. Me listening to her talking about it is really good to listen to. I love you Lele I'm here for you even if you havent seen this comment

  88. Tenay Anthony

    Tenay Anthonyпреди 8 часа

    I feel really bad for you. I have OCD and it really isn't a joke. It's very irritating and hard to deal with. I hope you get better. U deserve better than how people treat you. I pray that u get better.

  89. Shao Kahn

    Shao Kahnпреди 8 часа


  90. Fumus in aere

    Fumus in aereпреди 8 часа

    I love lele ever since i saw her vid. On internet . ❤️

  91. Mary Eddie

    Mary Eddieпреди 8 часа

    A diamond in the rough. 💪💪💪✌✌✌